, [Fantasy;]No-one Is There.
Now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences ... No, I don't speak anymore and what could I say, since no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ... listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share ...- but there is no hope and no-one is there.No, no, no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by myself, sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.I am not breathing a word, I haven't spoken for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears. But there is no-one, and it seems to me at times that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind ...
I am the mistress of loneliness, my court is deserted but I do not care. The presence of people is ugly and cold and something I can neither watch nor bear.
So, I prefer to lie in darkness silence alone, listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share ...- but there is no hope and no-one is there.No, I don't speak anymore and what should I say, since no- one is there and there is nothing to say? All is oppressive, alles ist schwer, there is no-one and NO-ONE IS THERE ...
谁也无法逃避失去亲人，爱人的痛苦。
因为人总是要死的，这个世界他妈的就根本没有所谓的永远。
亲人，爱人他们就样决请的老去，我绝望的等待着一切的降临，我他妈没有勇气在待在这里，也会随他们老去。我很爱他们，我是为爱他们而来，为爱他们而死。
我平静的死去，在我尸体僵硬的刹那。
我决定。
跟家人做“一家”
跟爱人做“一对”
孤魂野鬼，不在会去投胎，我真不敢相信永远会这样到来。
我真的需要感谢上帝吗？我只想一改常态徳对他说：去你妈的。我他妈的只想坠落在无尽的黑暗中。
[ 本帖最后由 ChinA.迷 于 2007-3-29 23:11 编辑 ]
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